grxxnheart:

I was not ready to be a parent.

I was a fool, and breached laws of science and magic set into place for reasons I completely ignored. I was TOLD doing so would be a mistake–ignoring good counsel when it was offered is something I became quite good at.

I did so for my own gain, in the interest of freeing monster-kind from the underground. There was no warmth in my soul when my first born child was handed to me–

yet the moment he was handed to me, and questions of what would be done to quiet his crying–to make him into the vessel he needed to be for my experiment to work came into question, I realized I could no longer do any of those things I thought I could. He became my world in an instant, though I had no mind of how I would POSSIBLY take care of him. 

Sans became more important to me than my life’s work.

That child did not ask to be here. 

You lord that small thing around like a fashion statement. 

Have you no shame?